Oh mighty spacious hole!
For years you had me in control.
You ruled my life with stamina and strength
I always wanted to stop your length
In those painful moments of despair
I was paralyzed – almost with no air
I looked at you as my evil predator..
Oh God ..send me a vigorous negotiator
I seeked outside for paraphernalia to dare
Hey you world…… you owe me…. to care!
On the floor in my own bareness
I stood up in full awareness
I had taken a bold and shivering dive
Looking into all my lives
In full trust and nothing to mislay
I swam around to find my pay
Deep down I found my rest in the void
At last I fully myself enjoyed
My torso found it easy to inhale
All My life I thought I would fail
I give you the secret
The power of the hole
Deep inside of it
You become the Whole
(W)holy reflections Betina
© April 2008 Betina Ekman – All Rights Reserved